I miss him

Maybe I shouldn't but I still think about him every day. If only I knew what had happened I could move on. But I don't. I can't talk to him. He's just not there. Until now I could use his youtube to check if he was still alive, but now even that connection has been cut. I miss him so much. He understood things about me that no one else could. And I thought that it was the same for him. But apparently it wasn't. I thought I was good for him but now I think I was the worst thing possible. I was selfish, and now both of us are paying the price.

Oh Joy

I need a new job. I'm broke. As in broke. Which means, unless my mom wants to pay for it, I'll be disabling my phone. And driving less (not that I drive much now :p). Subway, I love you, but you're kind of killing me right now.

Hello World

I don't have anything to say :p
So....I will post a haiku. This is what happens when boredom strikes me. This one was an effort to keep my mind from sinking utterly into the black abyss that is school.

Danced across my skin
Gently, tenderly avenged
My fallen angel.

Okay. I have posted my first post. I will now shut up.

Goodbye World.