Never thought that I'd be leaving you today
So alone and wondering why I feel this way
So wide the world
Can love remember how to get me home to you
Someday
We'll be together again
All just a dream in the end
We'll be together again
So many fears were swimming around and around in my mind
Who would have dreamed the secrets we would find
I've found a world where love and dreams and darkness all collide
Maybe this time we can leave our broken world behind
We'll be together again
All just a dream in the end
~Evanescence
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I miss you. I miss who you used to be. I miss having you in my life. I miss my family being happy. I miss not crying. I miss being able to sleep at night. I don't want to lose you. I keep hoping that I'm just going to wake up and it's all been a bad dream. Sometimes I almost think I will. I miss normalcy. I miss love. I miss laughing with you so easily. I miss not feeling like a traitor. I miss knowing what to do. I miss everything the way it used to be. I'm not going to give up. I just wish it didn't have to be so hard.
I love you and I love that you aren't giving up and pushing through things even when they are hard. <3
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